Thursday, April 26, 2012


Today was an excellent day! Layed flat without rails for a long period of time,fed myself lunch including water and rode my horse way better than usual! Laying flat probably sounds like nothing,but to me it's huge. See I can't totally control my body for a long period of time and I layed flat without rails(which I'm horrified of) for an hour! Controlling anxiety and body for an hour! Check.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

I'm finer

I have been crying really easily lately. These stupid uncontrolled emotions are embarrassing

Friday, April 20, 2012


Why does it bug me when people think I'm tired or sleeping,when I'm not?

Friday, April 6, 2012

Inside dirt

They don't tell you,but I will,when you havea stroke you aren't as close to people as you were

Tuesday, April 3, 2012