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Today was an excellent day! Layed flat without rails for a long period of time,fed myself lunch including water and rode my horse way better than usual! Laying flat probably sounds like nothing,but to me it's huge. See I can't totally control my body for a long period of time and I layed flat without rails(which I'm horrified of) for an hour! Controlling anxiety and body for an hour! Check.


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This happened in the ER during the stroke  The main doctor kept doing sternum rubs on me, and I kept getting so annoyed. For those of you who don't know, sternum rubs are when they rub the bone in your chest with the palm of their hand. They do them to wake you up. Part of me knew what he was doing, and the other part of me didn't and thought he was trying to cop a feel. He kept doing the sternum rubs, and I kept smacking his hand and scoffing and saying to myself, “Dude! Enough, quit it!” Thinking back, he was probably as annoyed as I was for the misunderstanding.