Sunday, May 26, 2013


2My Mom and I found and had converted to DVD some of my old home videos from right before my stroke. I like watching those videos because they're funny and physically ( walking and talking ) I want to be that girl again but mentally never again. Drinking beer and smoking pot pretty much every night to forget about my day? That is actually really sad. Days were filled with stress and anxiety and my night just drowned it all away.That is why I'm so grateful for my stroke .

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Friday, May 17, 2013

constructive criticism

2I think I'm going to switch my blog to a website.My friend suggested that the blog address is too many characters long. It actually make sense but "I just want my name"

Wednesday, May 15, 2013


Somebody actually commented on my pretty eyes tonight,and it actually felt like a real compliment and not just somebody blowing smoke up my ass. I actually like my eyes now too!


9I'm so excited! My friend that I've known since middle school is taking me on a trip to Washington DC in July! I haven't been on a trip in years. It's going to be so fun!

Monday, May 13, 2013

wipe clean

I love and feel honored about my stroke somedays but this isn't one.

Friday, May 10, 2013


So I've been told that I don't talk about my "feelings" enough on here. I don't know maybe I just enjoy internalizing everything and blowing out spurts of anger lol


Surprised myself today, sat up pretty much by myself on the edge of the mat for like 15 minutes!

Sunday, May 5, 2013


I love and hate this time of year. It feels great outside but my allergies have made me sick all weekend