Mom and I found and had converted to DVD some of my old home videos
from right before my stroke. I like watching those videos because
they're funny and physically ( walking and talking ) I want to be that
girl again but mentally never again. Drinking beer and smoking pot
pretty much every night to forget about my day? That is actually really
sad. Days were filled with stress and anxiety and my night just drowned
it all away.That is why I'm so grateful for my stroke .