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Lately my period has been really spurradic and teamed with horrible cramps. Tomorrow I get an ultrasound to see what's going on and I'm soscared they are going to say endometriosis!

So my mom got my paperwork for driving school! Im not nieve into thinking the driving school is going to immediately say yes, here is your license. I want them to evaluate me and say not yet but work on this. Put yourself in my shoes and have everything taken from you. Wouldn't you ask?

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Walking was great and exhausting today! They got a new walking jacket and I get to walk with more of my weight on my legs! And it is better but so hard right now

Walking is getting easier for me and Im getting better at it

Guess what I figured out last night. I can drive my chair and turn it on and off by myself without having somebody else put my hand on it! It ain't perfect but it works!

It is cold and rainy outside today .But the other day it was warm and sunny and I was outside enjoying the sun and realized something .My underwear area has not seen the light of day in 9 years !My upper body gets the sun but my lower body doesn't get much if any sun.

So I got some really bad news last week .My grandmother has stage three ovarian cancer .She is doing better than me because I'm a crying mess .And I have complete confidence in her to beat this because I know how strong she is .And also when I was little she promised me that she would stick around to see my first baby .So I'm putting my foot down and saying she IS going to beat this ...But then again I have lost two other grandparents so I should hope for the best and prepare for the worst .