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quit it

I love and hate my bionic ears, I wish I had a button in like my belly button to turn my ears off and on. "Oh they're talking about me " click.

It's all about the base (tan)

 Spent the day at the Riverfront here working on my base tan for my family's beach trip in August! Damn I'm tall

Im back

my shots yesterday

It really was not that bad. Just felt like stinging and some pressure mostly. I definitely did feel the numbing needles though lol. That medicine was the stinging. But the numbing is wearing off. So they have been putting ice on it and it feels really really really good.  They had me on my stomach with face in like this half pillow, so like every question they asked me I could either shake no or lift my head and look up for yes. They started to give me Valuum but my IV fell out and they could not find a vein. So they asked me to see if i could do without

I'm really ascared

I have not told you guys but for like the past year (really probably since my tumble) I have had on and off back pain. Sitting is ok, but laying flat is tolerable to excruciating! Sometimes I jump  because the intense pain startles me.It turns out I have some spurs, compression, a bulged disc and some other things. Friday I have to get an epidural steroid injection.The videos don't look appalling and actually they look pretty painful! I am hoping my high pain tolerance will kick in and the shots won't be very bad. Let's hope. Getting on the table is almost as scary as the shots.  They have to use the lift to get me onto a  stretcher then roll me onto my stomach onto the table and then lay there about 20 minutes while they do the shots. They say you can't move during it. What if I accidentally jerk or need something during the procedure?

help a sister out

Anybody interested in helpn me spread the knowledge and education of birth control? Paste this on your and some friends walls, Please! Hi. How are you? My name is Jessica Davenport. I feel that young girls either are misinformed or overlook the dangers of blood clots, strokes and death. I know when I started birth control at 16 I had no clue about the dangers. And had a huge curveball thrown at me at 19 when I had a massive brain stem stroke from birth control. Who knew something so little could cause something like this? I am 31 and my life is completely different from 19. As much as I hate what happened to me and my new normal every day, I wouldn't change it! I mean seriously who would give up their fabulous handicap parking? Lol. I still completely agree with the use of birth control but you need to know the dangers before starting the medication. Over 3000 women in the United States have died from strokes or embolisms due to birth control and it's my missi

news

Learned to accomplish something new!! Tonight at dinner I was feeding myself and they usually have to scoop the food for me and I bring it to my mouth. Well tonight I did the scooping and everything myself!

thinking

Why are people so mean to each other? Why? Recently a girl in a high school around here was killed by her classmates over a boy., People say mean things about me all the time. Do you have like a sick pleasure in degrading people? I just can't  stop thinking "How can people be so full of hate?"