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Sunday, October 15, 2017

book peek -to make you laugh

This happened in the ER during the stroke

 The main doctor kept doing sternum rubs on me, and I kept getting so annoyed. For those of you who don't know, sternum rubs are when they rub the bone in your chest with the palm of their hand. They do them to wake you up. Part of me knew what he was doing, and the other part of me didn't and thought he was trying to cop a feel. He kept doing the sternum rubs, and I kept smacking his hand and scoffing and saying to myself, “Dude! Enough, quit it!” Thinking back, he was probably as annoyed as I was for the misunderstanding.

Friday, September 8, 2017

Chatty

video
Me saying my name! After many told me "You probably can't talk again". here!!!! Thanks God for making me so stubborn!

Sunday, September 3, 2017

book sneak peak



My friend once asked me “What are your dreams?” Honestly, my dreams are probably stupid and mundane to you. I dream about pushing the elevator button myself, holding the TV remote in my hand and changing the channel by myself; no more having the freaking commands for them programmed into my Dynavox. I want to flip the bird to someone sometimes and not have somebody jokingly do it for me. Putting both of my arms around a friend or somebody and us equally squeezing each other chest to chest (Bet you never thought of a hug was so technically).  Standing up and dancing with my brother at each of our weddings. Okay, so neither of us is engaged, but it's going to happen someday! I dream of the day that me and my brother have kids to play together at Christmas like we did with our cousins when we were young. Truly talking to a friend on the phone is one of my biggest dreams. Slowly but surely, I'm accomplishing my dreams and it is amazing because I didn't know if it was sincerely possible. You dream of these things, and don't really know if they are going to happen. It’s just crazy that everything is really coming true! I feel like I'm healing from the inside out. It’s like when I get to learn more about myself and spread the word about my stroke I do better physically.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

DD

working hard on the book! creating the website and changing the blog some so they match

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Friday, June 9, 2017

writing

working on the second draft of my second book!

I gotta finish before school starts back in August!

Sunday, June 4, 2017

edumacation

 Reading about  and watching  some videos about birth control education and information!! 

Wednesday, May 31, 2017

sun

Going whale watching tomorrow!

I haven't been on a boat since before my stroke

Saturday, May 27, 2017

revealed

2Had a revelation today!
I am a people pleaser to the core, I want to make people like me and I am constantly worried about what people think of me and I want to aspire to be where they are ( physically, monetarily, everything). We have to Forget about other people and just be the best you!

Man they were right. With age comes wisdom. I wish I knew this when I was younge

Thursday, April 27, 2017

hottie

Did something really cool today in the hot tub! I was doing sit to stands. I would sit and then stand almost straight up by myself!!

Sunday, April 23, 2017

#2

So I am currently writing the second edition to my book (changing it some and updating it mostly). But this time I want to hire an editor and get a doctor or two to add some medical jargon. But these things cost money, do you have any fundraising ideas?

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

learning for you and me

3I decided to get myself a course this summer about birth control education!!

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

answered

Had something cool happen the other day! I was about to get a shower, but before the shower they had to do something. So they left me in the bathroom by myself a few minutes with the heat lamp ( it's just a red light bulb). It puts this pretty glare on the wall, that I am always entranced with. I was just sitting there staring at the glare and thought " it's finally quiet it's my talk to God time". So I just asked God to help me not want things I don't have and to help me decide what to do about school and my family and marriage and babies. And I was just thinking " well my blog and Educating about bc makes me happy and you're right God that is the most important thing to me to put on my front burner and the other stuff don't worry about ". And just as I was having that confirmation the heat light glare I was looking at went out! I was like okay then that is the answer lol. 

Thursday, March 2, 2017

question

I genuinely enjoy getting your opinions and feedback about things because you all let me learn how to educate people properly.

Do you have any suggestions about my blog? 

Monday, February 20, 2017

woohoo

Go me! I just ordered a bunch of pens to sell and give away for my blog!!!❤☺

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Helping

 I am giving multiple speeches lately sharing my story and helping edit educate people about the possible  dangers of  birth control.  Thank you God sooo much for letting me stay here and share! 

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Psychology

Well my first day of Psychology class went good. It seems intense,  but not too intense. I am glad it is my only class this semester!

But awesome news! My teacher wants me to give the class one of my speeches when we talk about perception! I will freak out about the 30 students in there later

Saturday, January 7, 2017

my birthday ;party last night






news

I have some news,  I got diagnosed with another blood disorder.  Prothrombin 20210 (Factor II). I think the MTHFR a1298c  was either a misdiagnosis or a misunderstanding. But my stroke was definitely the combination of birth control, smoking, and my blood disorder