Had something cool happen the other day! I was about to get a shower, but before the shower they had to do something. So they left me in the bathroom by myself a few minutes with the heat lamp ( it's just a red light bulb). It puts this pretty glare on the wall, that I am always entranced with. I was just sitting there staring at the glare and thought " it's finally quiet it's my talk to God time". So I just asked God to help me not want things I don't have and to help me decide what to do about school and my family and marriage and babies. And I was just thinking " well my blog and Educating about bc makes me happy and you're right God that is the most important thing to me to put on my front burner and the other stuff don't worry about ". And just as I was having that confirmation the heat light glare I was looking at went out! I was like okay then that is the answer lol.